uugh I don't actually like Maroon five anymore....
But moving on....
Im having trouble sleeping this week and it is the most frustrating thing. I have these really vivid nightmares and then I wake up and toss and turn for the rest of the night trying to figure out what is real and what is not.
On monday night I dreamt my parents got divorced and that my mom moved away. And boy oh boy was I confused when my mom came to say good bye on tuesday morning when she was leaving for work. I was all like "are you leaving and coming back or are you leaving for real?"
Then Tuesday night I dreamt that I stayed home on friday night and mucked around. Now I actually have dinner plans with a long lost friend. I am really really really looking forward to seeing this friend. so imagine my disappointm,ent in dreaming that I just forgot to go out for dinner. So I woke up and had to convince myself that it was only Wednesday morning.
Then Wednesday night (last night) I tried going to bed earlier which means I tossed and turned for a few hours longer trying to fall asleep and then I had some wacked out weird off the shizzay dreams about some strangers commiting suicide. And then I woke up 2 hours earlier and couldn't doze off again...
Im tired. I have the blinds closed by my desk because the light is too bright. I can't stop sneezing and now yawning...
Where oh Where is my happy place? :(
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