I had my annual (make that 9 and a half month) review at work today where i had to evaluate my performance so far this year. I was extremely honest about how I feel I have been doing and overall afterwards I felt proud of how far I have developed and learnt this year. I had to resist being offended when the senior person looked at a criteria that I had rated myself low on an he agreed with me. but overall I found it encouraging (aside from the cringing embarrassment of having to talk about the points where I am under-performing) I can aim towards setting out a clear strategy around overcoming my weaknesses. (Time Management and Verbal Communication - no surprises there - "sorry I can't hear you")
Anyway - onto other matters... Some Frankie-isms of late.
1. I know now that some people only added me as a FaceBook friend so that you would never have to speak to me ever again, it's Genius, Wish I had thought of it first.
2. There is no short term regret as walking outside and seeing the boring grey streaks that follow a brilliant sunset.
3. Some days I feel as if all persons between the age of 10 and 21 should be sedated and put into The Matrix for being just plain annoying, thinking they are cute when they are not and making me feel old and ugly. (except my not so little brother... he's okay... For now)
4. Sometimes even though your head says there is nothing wrong and that everything is all okay and it was all a stupid idea anyway and it meant nothing in the first place and it wasn't personal at all.... your heart still controls your tear ducts.
5. Sometimes it's better to be mean and indifferent to a perfectly nice person than be attentive and caring and lead to giving the wrong impression. "Stop being confusingly nice to me, you very pleasant man! You don't have feelings for me!"
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